I'm jealous? Maybe...
I'm annoyed by them? Definitely.
Annoyed because a friend of mine just went out of a pretty complicated shitty thing with a rich workaholic before my friend left for her further studies, yes it's been about 3months or more now. But I still don't know if it's the right time for my friend to be in a relationship so soon which annoys me.
Do I have a tendency of wanting to be in control of things that I can be just so they won't end up bad in the end? That i have no idea.
I can be very cold that's for sure.
I can get jealous that's obvious, I'm only human.
But I don't screw around with people who make me jealous of them, I'll never allow myself to sink that low.
Then there's another friend. Yes, that friend has gone through a lot in life, and that friends life is really messy. And that friend also has been in two relationships, that did not ended quite pleasantly.
The first was with a friend of mine things weren't right with them so the relationship ended quite shorty. And this friend of mine got even more annoyingly emo than ever. And that friends second relationship ended pretty bad. Apparently my friend's date turn out to be a homosexual.
And now I found out my friend is Single, but it's COMPLICATED!
Alright...maybe I shouldn't care so much. But it pisses me off.
And yes, I have a tendency of overreacting.
XOXO
J
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