I'm Just Such a Weirdo

Guys tend to call me evil.

I swear alot yet I'm not even close to being a lala mui.

Some call me a goth cause I'm emo.

But I don't got slicing myself for pleasure or getting into black magic.

Some call me a punk, and again I don't dress or even look like one.

But I don't even dress like one..although I like both style of dressing and hair but I just can't bring myself to be one.

It's just so not me.

And I click well with guys better...but I'm not athletic! And I attract balls..I can't catch one to save my life. Well last I remember their always hitting me on the face or parts of the body that are really sensitive...but the last time I played Dodge ball with small soft balls I did pretty well.

Except the fact that my specs broke into half...and I really like that spec..lolx!

Yet I am girlie...I love make up! I love dressing up and looking hot! But I hate being all doll up like a typical girl! I miss wearing lots of eyeliner...but I can't not at work..it'll melt.

In a way I don't think a girl like me can put in any category...

Punks won't call me one of them;

Tom boys won't call me one of them;

Goth's won't embrace me into their dark world;

Girlie girls will shriek and hiss at me;

Rockers will say I ain't hardcore enough;

Weirdo's will say I ain't intelligent enough.

Well...here's what I see myself as.

I'm Jenn...

And the only way to describe me is..."Jenn is well...Jenn."

Agree?

But I can't help feeling that I'm such a weirdo...

Some girls hate me;

Some girls want to be like me and they hate me;

Some girls adore me at times and hate me;

Some boys enjoy my bitchy company;

Some boys can't stand me.

But hasn't any guy taken intrest in me?

I can dream on about any girl taking intrest in me-

I'm too complicated for any lesbian.

Anyway...My whole body aches...cause my body's all tired out.

Gonna sleep now, today I almost died halfway at work.

Try figuring me out.

XOXO

J