Bull-hoo..

Swear mode ON.

I know I'm not a Diva or do I have the right to be a self proclaimed Diva; caused if the media says you are one. That's when you know you are one.

But I'm pretty sure every person has an unspoken list of things that close friends should be smart enough to know not to do or to do at appropriate times. And you don't need to be a Diva to have that "list".

Wait- man am I f*king pissed now. Am I the only person that's getting all her work on DeviantART taken down due to copyright violation?

Come fucking on! I posted it under desktop screenshot!

ARGH!

But anyway as annoyed as I am..aihz..but that's not the reason I started this post.

I think all that has actually read my blog or know me should I already know by now I'm not only a potty mouth but I can sometimes be pretty quote "irresponsible", quote "bitchy" and the list goes on.

But I know I have said only too many times that I am not a morning person. But I realize I'm a cranky b*h whenever I've just woken up be it morning, afternoon or night and I don't appreciate bad news, nagging...nagging...and the list goes on..but you get my drift; when I've just woken up cause 90% of the time I wake up feeling groggy. But let me hear music that calms me for about an hour and I'll be better..if there ain't music..give me minimum at least 2hours to sort of...be able to handle some bull. 

Anyway...here's the thing I'm sure everyone feels hurt and hate when other's assume things or accuse them of something when they haven't gotten their stories straight.

Yesterday evening started off pretty bad due to a promise I made to a friend's friend that I got the date mix up which I tried to fix...I would go into details cause it still makes me feel irritated and the whole damn world doesn't need to know it.

And at night things went from s*ty misunderstanding to absolute f*king I wanna smash some heads right now!

Whose to blame for things going pretty damn nicely screwed up..well guess that's me cause I got the dates mix up. But while I was trying to fix things..I got really bloody pissed cause well...yah.

Aihz...people never learn do they? Whatever the fuck you do. Don't accuse me for shit when you haven't heard the full f*ing story.

And I almost shot myself in the head cause I was headed head first into the pool of depression.

And I needed to talk to someone! BAdly!

 Christine din pick up her phone cause she was on her house phone.

Adam din pick up and when I vulgarly text him on why he didn't pick up he said he din get it.

I know I called.

And his on holiday.

With her.

And she hates me.

Hope sis is in a drinking mood tonight.

I could use some booze cause tomorrow's going to be a long day.

XOXO

J