i'm proud of him

it was fun while it lasted and i'm sure he learned a lot...hearts were broken tears were shed, nerves ended and what not. but now that it's finally over, he ain't gonna be the one that's gonna cry all night. well...sometimes we have to date a lot of asses to find the right one, and even when we do find the right one we still have to work hard to make the relationship work, and there will be times that you feel like slapping or punching that person but overall, love will overcome it all.

so why am i talking about this anyway? hahax.

well right now it's 09/09/09. wow right. and it's abigail's birthday right now too. happy 20th b'day.

yesterday was a pretty long day i suppose. started off with chores then slacking around the house. went out got home past midnight. didn't game at all for two days WOW! can't believe we have been so well behave! kinda tired. tomorrow we'll have half the day alone then they'll be home and they won't be any peace for the next half of our life time. wow, can't wait for that to happen. NOT!

i miss peace. quiet. lazing around. and no constant nagging about shit.
i still remember her saying this; quote, "college life where got stress?" -i had those kind of momentarily wistful thinking kind of flashback that i turn around and screamed my mind to her and she just shuts up gaping at me with shock and sudden realization. life itself is fucking hard! school life is worst! being a kid is hard, you get bullied and you gotta be good or you'll get spank! being a teenager is worst cause your figuring yourself out and you got raging hormones! adulthood is unimaginable! you need to think about career, love life, marriage, parents! money! kids! life itself! see all your life there's stress! so her saying that was fucking ridiculous!
wow...
thinking about her return is making my head spin already and my blood boil. this is bad.
ROAR!
you know whatever.
come what may.
i'll just enjoy what lil' time i got left without her nagging the shit out of me for now.

life can be like a good book that you can't put down, cause there's no way of guessing what's going to happen next; or how is it going to end.

XOXO
J