i'm bad with titles

i've been going through a really hard time...it's been quite awhile now...lots of bitter sweet moments but that's life now isn't it? when you want sweet apples life gives you bitter and sour lemons! so what do you do then? well..you can either get back up on your feet and tell life to shove it! cause even though things can get ugly and unfair it still has it's wonderful moments and your gonna fight for those moments. or you can roll over and make yourself comfortable as you lay there on the ground, never getting up. which will you choose? well i be damn if things were that black and white! doesn't matter who you are rich, poor, fat, skinny, ugly, pretty, nice, mean; i for can be quite the bitch...things won't magically become better just cause you feel that you need to be cut some slack given you've been having a hard time. so you just got fired from your job and things couldn't get much worst- and then who knows your boyfriend breaks up with you! things happen...shit happens..sometimes it's not your fault and sometimes it can't be avoided but you just got to roll with the punches. but let's be honest...if things like these don't happen how do we become stronger? how do we know that we are actually strong enough to face it? how do we know who are true friends are? how do we know that we can always count on family? how do we know that God is always with us...we may not feel that way sometimes but he is. but i'm not here to preach about my beliefs...i actually am as i said when i begin; been going through a hard time..and writing always makes me feel better...so yea..this is therapeutic to me. i don't know if there's anyone reading what i post, but if you are thank you.