All I can do is SCREEEEEEEEEAM AHHHHH~!!!! in my head

Well ever sice I lost my job all of a sudden I sort of lost it.

Maybe cause I'm broke and I can't figure out what I did wrong!

Aihz...

Well been looking for pics of cosplayers since last night for Christine and been pretty blown away by their insane costumes and their props.

Please note people who don't know much about cosplays...props for the character you're cosplaying must be handmade by yourself!

But..will find another job on Saturday fingers cross!

And will meet up with the rest of my old classmates later although I'm not really in a mood to catching up with all of them.

They've all got their own lives now...clubbing and smoking their lungs to death.

Hope I don't go smoking as well...I hate smokers.

But people change...aihz.

And my sweetie NS friend must IM me on MSN.

I don't know why I'm feeling so dead right now! Roar!

And it pisses me off that I got fired.

What? Do i have to be LALA now to keep a job?!

Now I don't even have the mood to finish up my design for the YF camp shirt.

And I want to go HUGE camp this year! So I need the money! I need a job.

Maybe I'll get one in town and screw the wrath of my dad when he goes nagging my brains out with how incovenien it is for me to work in town and dangerous and yya~da~di~da-d-a-aa-daaa!

Well as careful as I have been I still met flashers, pervs who masturbate while crossing the bridge. And Oh, I got molested while crossing the bridge to school in form 2 and less than a year ago snatch thiefs snatched my bag which I just bought less than a week ago with my digital cam in it near church cause I was going there to meet up with my CG for our PD trip.

So yea...life sucks.

Oh and I was harassed by an anti-christ last year over a forum me and Christine created, he joined cause he managed to manipulate a friend of mine and somehow convinced her his OK, yah right! Then the dude suddenly just stopped which was good. And then his friend showed up in church and lied about himself, which really whatever, cause I ain't got nothing to with it, he showed up cause of my friend.

And they showed up in church this year, Oh and cause of a post DQ did on one of them the dude went totally nuts and started getting all high and trashing us all.

Which I just get updates from friends I don't even bother to go in DQ's blog to read the load of drama happening inside. And even when I wasn't in it apparently I was one of the topics of the argument.

Yes, Jennifer is a goth. OMG!

Really? How come I didn't even know about that myself?

I will admit that I'm emo but not to the extend of being a goth. That's just hilarious.

Anyway sum it up a lot has happened...I mean all those are just part of the drama outside.

Inside these fall walls where everyone is related to you by blood. It's all smeared with drama as well.

That's just life unfortunately, and certain circumstances in life that has happened this week and blogging about them caused me to blog about some other stuff as well.

Oh well.

Anyway here are pictures of some cosplayers.

XOXO

J