Not in the mood

Not in the mood...
for X'mas;
to be nice;
to smile when I damn right don't feel like it;
to work;
to talk;
to answer idiotic questions;
to care;
to look at you;
to listen to you.

I couldn't care less if you think I'm moody;
I couldn't care less if you think I'm rude;
Cause I know I am and you're just annoying me.
You're not going to make me feel sorry;
So stop wasting your time and get on with you boring life.

If anyone cares...
Customers during sales are desperate, annoying, rude and stupid.
We're paid to serve and we don't even charge them for our service like in restaurants so if we ask what size your looking for do us a favor and answer us instead of digging through the pile and making a huge mess for us to clean up.
When I tell you the size you want we don't have it in stock, listen and move on, don't start looking through the pile to prove us wrong.
We gain nothing for lying and it's fine if you want to dig through the pile till your hearts contend as long as you don't mess everything up, like you morons always do.
Doesn't mean there's a saying "Customers are always right" means we.. well at least I follow by that rule.
My patience has it's limit and once it's cross even if I loose my job, I'll make damn sure you know what a freaking moron you are and how much trouble you've caused us sales assistants.

I'm tired so when I get home just shut up.

I'm in a foul mood... ain't it obvious;
But I'm going to say it anyway even though I don't feel it;
XOXO
J

Boyfriend Stealer

It's kind of funny actually. the first time I was accused for being a boyfriend stealer is when Christine and Leo broke up and I ended up with Leo after the break up. It was this huge misunderstanding and things got really messy. Christine couldn't help but feel that I stole Leo from her which I later on explained I never had feelings for him while she was with him.
But she's not the one who called me a boyfriend stealer it was another girl, and Christine came to my defense on it. Man do I love her. Lucky for that girl she didn't say it to my face or she would have gotten hell from me.
Then there's one of my best guy bud. See his girl and I had a pretty bad start, she said some stuff that pissed the hell out of me and I was texting him complaining about him and she read it. So yah she went psycho mad. And I was in deep shit. But we're cool now I guess. Or so I thought.
Until today, he told me somethings about her and that she saw me as a competition, which is ridiculous. I'm not trying to convince her that I'm not I actually don't care. But if me staying away from her guy which apparently is my best bud makes her happy.
Then fine I guess I will.
Or not...
Anyway..the pic above is this stupid joke I'm doing.

You know I'm not a bf stealer.
XOXO
J

(Jealous)Lousy Fake!

When I said the world is full of fakers I damn right mean it!
And in church there's plenty that wears a mask as well!
Jealousy! Jealousy! tsk! tsk!
iPod Shuffle or a candy bar does the prize really matter? Not really.
People just want to win, it's all about ego.
I worked hard on my design as well. Sure I was upset when I didn't win but I got over it in 10 secs!
Christine won it! Good for her!
Her design was simple and in your face.
So someone didn't think it was "great" enough, wasn't even "mind-blowing"?
Well neither was this persons design!
Votes were cast and the majority voted for Christine's. Not happy? GET OVER IT!
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN "The richer got rich..the poor got poorer?" what are you trying to imply here?
Some friend you turn out to be!
Your not the only one who lost so GET OVER IT!

You know some of you still love me.
XOXO
J

Updates on me.

Well heres somethings that I haven't announce to the whole damn world.
I'm going to start work at Midvalley, Megamall at PDI on November the 1st.
I don't know the time table yet so, people you might not be seeing me much from now on.
Don't ask me about when I'm starting beauty college cause I honestly don't know and it's frustrating seeing the same looks on peoples face when I tell them and their same reply.
I'm most probably going to start in D-E-C-E-M-B-E-R!
They'll give my dad a call on when I can register and there's still no news!
And yes, you can call me a rude bitch if you want but fact is I just have very little Bullshit tolerance.
And I am still moody due to constant dramas going on in my life.
So go ahead call me emo if you want.
And of course I'm not gonna walking around smiling like a fake when I don't feel like it!
And yes I love reading and I'll stay up all night to read if I can, which I do.
And I'm not a "nerd" if I were I wouldn't be where I am now.
And if getting really hype up or excited about something that's coming out soon and will make me jump around like a two year old is considered "Obsess" with the thing; then fine, I'll take it.
Cause yes! I'm totally crazy about Stephenie Meyer's Twilight saga and I want to read as "slowly" as I possibly can with the books.
And yah, I can't wait for the movie to premier next month and also Paramore's music video Decode which is Twilight's soundtrack.
So there you have it.
Of course it's not those typical "i-watch-my-language-and-try-to-be-optimistic-all-the-time-post-and-i'm-not-a-rude-sarcastic-girl-after-all."
Cause I post how I feel and this is how I feel.
And maybe you'll have to pull the trigger of a gun to my head to get me to shut up.

XOXO
J

All I can do is SCREEEEEEEEEAM AHHHHH~!!!! in my head

Well ever sice I lost my job all of a sudden I sort of lost it.

Maybe cause I'm broke and I can't figure out what I did wrong!

Aihz...

Well been looking for pics of cosplayers since last night for Christine and been pretty blown away by their insane costumes and their props.

Please note people who don't know much about cosplays...props for the character you're cosplaying must be handmade by yourself!

But..will find another job on Saturday fingers cross!

And will meet up with the rest of my old classmates later although I'm not really in a mood to catching up with all of them.

They've all got their own lives now...clubbing and smoking their lungs to death.

Hope I don't go smoking as well...I hate smokers.

But people change...aihz.

And my sweetie NS friend must IM me on MSN.

I don't know why I'm feeling so dead right now! Roar!

And it pisses me off that I got fired.

What? Do i have to be LALA now to keep a job?!

Now I don't even have the mood to finish up my design for the YF camp shirt.

And I want to go HUGE camp this year! So I need the money! I need a job.

Maybe I'll get one in town and screw the wrath of my dad when he goes nagging my brains out with how incovenien it is for me to work in town and dangerous and yya~da~di~da-d-a-aa-daaa!

Well as careful as I have been I still met flashers, pervs who masturbate while crossing the bridge. And Oh, I got molested while crossing the bridge to school in form 2 and less than a year ago snatch thiefs snatched my bag which I just bought less than a week ago with my digital cam in it near church cause I was going there to meet up with my CG for our PD trip.

So yea...life sucks.

Oh and I was harassed by an anti-christ last year over a forum me and Christine created, he joined cause he managed to manipulate a friend of mine and somehow convinced her his OK, yah right! Then the dude suddenly just stopped which was good. And then his friend showed up in church and lied about himself, which really whatever, cause I ain't got nothing to with it, he showed up cause of my friend.

And they showed up in church this year, Oh and cause of a post DQ did on one of them the dude went totally nuts and started getting all high and trashing us all.

Which I just get updates from friends I don't even bother to go in DQ's blog to read the load of drama happening inside. And even when I wasn't in it apparently I was one of the topics of the argument.

Yes, Jennifer is a goth. OMG!

Really? How come I didn't even know about that myself?

I will admit that I'm emo but not to the extend of being a goth. That's just hilarious.

Anyway sum it up a lot has happened...I mean all those are just part of the drama outside.

Inside these fall walls where everyone is related to you by blood. It's all smeared with drama as well.

That's just life unfortunately, and certain circumstances in life that has happened this week and blogging about them caused me to blog about some other stuff as well.

Oh well.

Anyway here are pictures of some cosplayers.

XOXO

J