just random things coming out all over my head

every time i want to blog, something always gets in the way... like my bestie whose in aussy for 3 weeks is online msn(ing) me and carrie underwood is on the episode of how i met your mother that i am watching now. gosh i never realize how adorable tea cup pigs are until watching it on how i met your mother. heat is killing me. hate the heat..hateeeeeeeeeee! omg i miss chocolate cake. moist, fudge, CHOCOLATE cake! o and valentines day is coming! where i am gonna get flowers and chocolates from a heart shape box and popping the champaign and making out with my boyfie and then going for a romantic candle light dinner. BLAAAAH! i actually do not like going out on valentines day! cause like it's a day where MOST couples find that it's acceptable to get all PDA in public. get a room people! and it's crowded! hmm...maybe i should go out on vday, i get to dress up or dress down or just dress the way i always do and just go out with my guy! or not...hmm..who knows.. and of course there is the whole bros before hoes thing that a friend of mine is facing. and his sis is pissed to the max. and i have to pretend that i don't know what was going on, when it's HARD! cause i do know what happen and it's not pretty and i have to pretend i dont know whats happening cause the people who started it wont grow a pair and just come out of the closet! like come on! their scared if they do it would be o so scandalous? well news flash plenty of people have more scandalous truth than their current situation i know i have. i practically live double lives and i space out more than usual due to the stress of it!

i should start typing it paragraph it's longer and also easier to read. damn bestie's offline already. wonder if it is even safe to type out some stuff here. grrr! ugh! this sucks. and i really wanna go out with my boyfie! but well mom suddenly tells me that she's cooking me this 2 hour long of slow boiling of this gastric medicine. now i have junk food craving GAAAH! wonder how many bags of those double decker cheese rings dad bought. and i am eating it now! o yea! i am happy. guess i should stop with my random blogging. it's getting boring. i'm boring. but the plan now is after i finish my awful herb meds i shall bail from home till i am back in time for dinner!

xo!