Don't you dare tell me that!

Swear mode ON..you've been warned.
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Don't you dare fucking tell me that I shouldn't get all emotional over a game.
You're right it IS just a game.
But what now?
You know that bitch hates my fucking guts! For what reason? Hell if I knew I wouldn't be this damn right pissed!
And we all know by now that she would say or do just about anything to make me I don't know..not exist anymore maybe?
Or to well..hmm..not have him have anything to do with me?
And that moron would do anything just to make her happy even though deep inside; his crying his ass out when she pulls tricks like this.
What can I say dufu's will be dufu's forever.
You two are perfect for each other cause I never knew until now what a ballest moron you were until now.
Next time your in pain don't come crying me a river and asking me to give you some bitch advice.
Yeah I'll admit your right when you say I can be so sarcastic and heartless and hurtful at times with how I diss people and what not.
But this time it's for real!
I'm sick of hearing how she is!
Trust me man when earlier I said I was happy when you were I meant it but not when I found out she had major incurable O.C.B.F Syndrome- OK fine it shocked me..but I was cool..till I found out she hates me.
Big shocker there. And worst? You don't even know why!
OK that's bad enough..I even suggested we should hang out and try to know each other clear off any misunderstandings. Again- she refuses.
Even when you "convince" her I'm not after you-
She was OK?
Really? Then why does she still hate me?
Hate is such a strong word I know. But when my name comes out of her lips "hate" is bound to come out along with it.
And I'm not happy cause for a girl who hates me she hugs me when I meet her the first time. And after that she goes telling her whole group of friends when she's pissed high she says that she hates me.
Honey you want to write me off your life sure. Go ahead.
But don't pretend you don't wanna shoot me dead in my face.
That's low.
Real low.
I done with this bull. You wanna see it as you win? Go ahead.
If being friends with him and having you pissed me off and sadden him then fine. For his sake and for my dead heart and appearance- you know all this hating will just age you.
I'll act like his just some friend I don't talk to unless asked to.
Or-
Maybe NOT .
You can rest you're not so pretty face you know all that stressing on getting him to stay away from me thing..it's really bad for your skin.
I'm so damn sick of this bull.
What have you done to him you bitchwhore!
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It's just one of those times the whole world can relate to.
XOXO
J

(Jealous)Lousy Fake!

When I said the world is full of fakers I damn right mean it!
And in church there's plenty that wears a mask as well!
Jealousy! Jealousy! tsk! tsk!
iPod Shuffle or a candy bar does the prize really matter? Not really.
People just want to win, it's all about ego.
I worked hard on my design as well. Sure I was upset when I didn't win but I got over it in 10 secs!
Christine won it! Good for her!
Her design was simple and in your face.
So someone didn't think it was "great" enough, wasn't even "mind-blowing"?
Well neither was this persons design!
Votes were cast and the majority voted for Christine's. Not happy? GET OVER IT!
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN "The richer got rich..the poor got poorer?" what are you trying to imply here?
Some friend you turn out to be!
Your not the only one who lost so GET OVER IT!

You know some of you still love me.
XOXO
J

Monday Morning AND I'M PISSED

I hate mondays when I was back in school. I hate every morning except Sundays cause Sunday is the only morning that she doesn't have time to find something to yell at me about. But that doesn't mean through out the rest of the day she won't fnd shit to scream at me about. Take yesterday for example. She never listens and she rather trust outsiders than family. She'll never change. I hate her.

Shiity day.

I would have to tell it in full detail why I hate them and why thanks to them my last day of the week has been f*ked up. But I won't. Why? I'm saving them face. I'm letting people go around assuming their all that everyone sees them as. And I'm letting them see me as the bad person and them as the poor people that have no control of me. It's their fault I'm loosing my mind.

XOXO

J

To all you people who deserve it. FYI XOXO means hugs and kisses.

I Know I'm Right

It's not as arrogant as the title seems. But here's what happen just a few minutes ago on MSN. Yes, you know who you are so I'm going to save you some dignity and not blog to the world who you are. My most recent post is on the Jonas Brothers and how I have become a fan ever since I heard their current album. I love their songs. But a friend questions me about my obsession towards them and if I'm actually obsessing over their looks instead of their talent. When I made it clear to that friend that I like them for their music; kepish. And I'm not obsess. The only picture I have of them is taken with Avril Lavigne in it while they were opening her concerts for her Best Damn Tour. And I'm not like his friend who in fact is obsess with them, and I don't know how much clearer do I have to make myself.

XOXO
J