Updates on me.

Well heres somethings that I haven't announce to the whole damn world.
I'm going to start work at Midvalley, Megamall at PDI on November the 1st.
I don't know the time table yet so, people you might not be seeing me much from now on.
Don't ask me about when I'm starting beauty college cause I honestly don't know and it's frustrating seeing the same looks on peoples face when I tell them and their same reply.
I'm most probably going to start in D-E-C-E-M-B-E-R!
They'll give my dad a call on when I can register and there's still no news!
And yes, you can call me a rude bitch if you want but fact is I just have very little Bullshit tolerance.
And I am still moody due to constant dramas going on in my life.
So go ahead call me emo if you want.
And of course I'm not gonna walking around smiling like a fake when I don't feel like it!
And yes I love reading and I'll stay up all night to read if I can, which I do.
And I'm not a "nerd" if I were I wouldn't be where I am now.
And if getting really hype up or excited about something that's coming out soon and will make me jump around like a two year old is considered "Obsess" with the thing; then fine, I'll take it.
Cause yes! I'm totally crazy about Stephenie Meyer's Twilight saga and I want to read as "slowly" as I possibly can with the books.
And yah, I can't wait for the movie to premier next month and also Paramore's music video Decode which is Twilight's soundtrack.
So there you have it.
Of course it's not those typical "i-watch-my-language-and-try-to-be-optimistic-all-the-time-post-and-i'm-not-a-rude-sarcastic-girl-after-all."
Cause I post how I feel and this is how I feel.
And maybe you'll have to pull the trigger of a gun to my head to get me to shut up.

XOXO
J

She ain't single..his single, but complicated

I'm jealous? Maybe...

I'm annoyed by them? Definitely.

Annoyed because a friend of mine just went out of a pretty complicated shitty thing with a rich workaholic before my friend left for her further studies, yes it's been about 3months or more now. But I still don't know if it's the right time for my friend to be in a relationship so soon which annoys me.

Do I have a tendency of wanting to be in control of things that I can be just so they won't end up bad in the end? That i have no idea.

I can be very cold that's for sure.

I can get jealous that's obvious, I'm only human.

But I don't screw around with people who make me jealous of them, I'll never allow myself to sink that low.

Then there's another friend. Yes, that friend has gone through a lot in life, and that friends life is really messy. And that friend also has been in two relationships, that did not ended quite pleasantly.

The first was with a friend of mine things weren't right with them so the relationship ended quite shorty. And this friend of mine got even more annoyingly emo than ever. And that friends second relationship ended pretty bad. Apparently my friend's date turn out to be a homosexual.

And now I found out my friend is Single, but it's COMPLICATED!

Alright...maybe I shouldn't care so much. But it pisses me off.

And yes, I have a tendency of overreacting.

XOXO

J