Actor,Stripper,Prostitude,Beautician..we all strip..

What kind of blog title is this right? LOlx...

Well yesterday I had to strip to be a model for my seniors to massage.

Yah..big deal.

Today went out for lunch with Adam..we BS A LOT! The kid's like a brother I never had.

Now I've assigned him to hook me out with anyone he can find that I won't somehow managed to scare away.

And well rejecting idiotic tags request for the Twilight pics I posted on facebook.

Now checking out more news on New Moon...will post another post on it.

So what! I'm a psycho fanpire of Twilight Saga! Don't like it?Bite me!

XOXO

J

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

What a title for the first post of the year huh..lolx...

I darnk Ribena with Vodka..thanks Jo..and ate Chocolate with Jack Daniels spilling out of it..thank again Jo.

Yes..I love liquor..but not beer.

Well tomorrow is the 5th.

Where school reopens for everyone..and I mean well- EVERYONE!

Christine's going back to college, kids are going back to school.

Those that graduated from high school are going to college.

Which one of them is me.

Although I graduated 2 years ago.

But hey I haven't been sitting at home being a junkie for the past 2 years.

I've been well busy last year.

And tomorrow I start beauty college.

You got that right...I'm terrified!

But there's a first for everything...

This school better be good...

And I better do good as well...

Gonna sleep soon..

Well everytime I say that I end up going upstairs and reading New Moon..over again...

Watching David Cook's  - Light On vid on my comp now...

Totally love his rock star voice...

Can't really sing right now cause well...I'm sick...hahax.

I know! WHat a way to start 2009 right?!

And I better not get worst when I go to beauty school..

I don't know if I should call it beauty school or beauty college...

Well...apparently the one I'm going to is quote

"Malaysia's first ever beuaty college."

Wow.

Anyway...realized today I miss a lot of my guy friends!!!

I miss Gid...strange huh.

And no Aly that doesn't mean I like him!

And I miss Wing Tsun too...

And NO PEOPLE! That doesn't mean I have feelings for him too!

And I miss Naz...

that bastard in Scotland...

And I miss Jeff!

That stupid kor in Singapore...

And of course Tommy kor kor...

And Nicol?

Maybe I'll sms him...

Oya..and Adam...

That asshole doesn't have time for me anymore..

He used to at first..until all his time magically disappeared to her and games...

Whatever who wants a girl friend like me right?

Loud...Weird...and not to mention crazy? Psychotically CRAZY!

And wanna know something funny?

Apparently Ryan's friend who met me one time at mamak, which if I'm not mistaken was on a Sunday and I had my black nails and dark make up with lots of eyeliner.

Apparently I freaked the hell out of him.

Didn't realize I actually fell into the punk category to others and I actually freak people out.

But well...guys like to call me evil and my reply will be;

"I'm not evil..I'm just misunderstood" googly eyes.

Sometimes I wonder if it's cause people who I count as friends got bored of me or sick of me.

I miss them.

ROAR!

XOXO

J

I want more~!!

Best Vodka I've tasted yet;

I want more;

But I feel sick.

I drank so much yesterday and ate nothing for half a day.

Now I feel like throwing up.

Had Carl's Jr. with Angeline, Gideon and Rebeca.

We walked around Midvalley and the Gardens.

I returned my uniform from Padini.

Had a very brief conversation with Nicol.

Tomorrow am going up to meet up with relatives.

A lot of people stared at me..and I don't care.

Angeline keeps saying I look like a doll and she messed my hair up.

My hair suits my fiery personality.

XOXO

J

It's X'mas eve

Turkey anyone?

Well if you are eating Turkey care to share it with me?

X'mas gift to myself...my new hair style woohoo! It's finally completed!

People are going to stare and freak!

Just touched up my nails and painted ANOTHER layer of top coat...

Tomorrow's going to be a busy day...

I'm actually really tired but I just painted top coat on my nails and I'm gonna have to wait for them to dry and I'm hoping to stay up till my sis gets home which I doubt I'll be able to do so...

I actually miss some of the people I met back at work.

I went to visit them today..and it's good to know that they were happy to see me.

Tomorrow's X'mas day..

gonna glam up..

Woohoo~!

Gonna use my MAC eyeliner MUAHAHAHAHAA!!

But I don't know if I'm still all excited about X'mas...sort of feeling...the same.

hmm...

It's X'mas eve..so bring out the turkey and wine and let's spend some quality time.

XOXO

J

Jenn's seeing red

Ok...I'm not literally seeing red...

my eye is actually sudden red!

It was a little red yesterday...today it wasn't at first then suddenly Nicol ask me why my eyes red...and when I look in the mirror it was just a little...then it got worst.

Aihz...my eye is pretty red now.

And it's suddenly raining!

And my hair looks as if I got zap by lightning.

LOLX!

Red eyes and exploded hair; you bet'ca that's me.

XOXO

J

I really like Nicol! (despite his name)

His sooooooo kawaii!!!! Despite his choice of a name lolx...
OK, I actually don't have a title for this post cause it's basically crap.
Well I've been sending wallpapers to fellow Twilight fanpires on deviantART...maybe I should start charging my work...hmm..tempting...and I am broke...but nah!
I'm just glad people like it...
Next wallpapers to make for myself on my list are Avril Lavigne and Paramore and of course MORE Twilight!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!
Today has been a very tired and boring day at work..and it's going to be another tired and boring day at work again tomorrow.
And yes I am very broke, and yes I still have no clue when I'm getting my pay.
Yes, I'm still a bitch, or well...I can be one.
And yah...I'm still saying I sing like a toad.
And you betca that no ones buying it...
COME ON PEOPLE! I CAN'T SING!
Seriously...
Have you heard me sing?
No?
GOOD!
And yah...people are telling me I should join the Christmas choir..but...I got news for ya'
Not gonna happen!
Why?
Simple...I'm working, I won't be available for practices;
And I can't sing.
And I stink.
So I'm gonna bath.
Now.
Yes.
NOW!

I don't wear any special perfume, it's all natural, it's call..rumpits!
XOXO
J

WHAT A DAY!

Had two days off from work and I've been making Twilight wallpapers I've made 6 already lolx. And I've posted them all on deviantART and I'm so glad that Twilight fans love them!
Anyway...at work today well I'm tired so I'm not going to go into details about it, but I messed up on some stuff..my supervisor and some of them don't blame me for what happen they say it's normal but their mad at one of the full-timer for putting all the blame on me but I still feel pretty horrible about it.
Then coming home as usual...train was EXTREMELY late!
And had to squeeze in and some moron try to pick pocket me!
I felt that FAT INDIAN DUDES fingers wiggling in my freaking pocket I quickly turn and stared at him then got in the train....
My sis is right..I really do attract all kinds of trouble.
1st I got molested then my bag got snatch and today I was almost a victim of a pick pocket. That's why I hold my phone in my hand while on a crowded KTM...

XOXO
J

It's My Off Day

So do me a favor and just shut up.
I just want silence so I can relax.
I don't need you nagging and going psycho.

XOXO
J

You're Joking Right?

Went pasar malam with Adam and his friend Edward.
Yes, everytime I hear the name Edward I think of Edward Cullen from Twilight.
Adam and Edward are college mates and their so alike.
And it was funny watching them so desperately trying to make me laugh and failing.
Then Adam tells me yesterday that Edward told his college mates that I'm hot.
Ha-ha. That's so not true. Cause I'm not.
But err..thanks anyway.
Then at work cause I'm new and I'm really blur and kind of slow I tend to mess up a little and a colleague of mine seems to recently develop a grudge on me.
It's as if she purposely find faults in things I do...so OK..whatever then.
Then another colleague of mine also name Christine which is adorable and fun to talk to, tells me that cause I'm close to her and my supervisor that's why that colleague of mine doesn't like me; cause she doesn't like them.

XOXO
J

Falling Asleep

Just woke up....took 3 meds cause I'm still sick and it hasn't ware off yet.
Still feeling extremely sleepy.
And she's all psycho cause she's sick as well.
Tomorrow back to work.
Standing for 8 long hours cramping in the train and looking busy when there isn't any customers.
Back to reading Breaking Dawn.

XOXO
J

It's Settled

Going out tomorrow.
Everything is settled. Well kind of. YAY!
....
I think.

XOXO
J

Updates on me.

Well heres somethings that I haven't announce to the whole damn world.
I'm going to start work at Midvalley, Megamall at PDI on November the 1st.
I don't know the time table yet so, people you might not be seeing me much from now on.
Don't ask me about when I'm starting beauty college cause I honestly don't know and it's frustrating seeing the same looks on peoples face when I tell them and their same reply.
I'm most probably going to start in D-E-C-E-M-B-E-R!
They'll give my dad a call on when I can register and there's still no news!
And yes, you can call me a rude bitch if you want but fact is I just have very little Bullshit tolerance.
And I am still moody due to constant dramas going on in my life.
So go ahead call me emo if you want.
And of course I'm not gonna walking around smiling like a fake when I don't feel like it!
And yes I love reading and I'll stay up all night to read if I can, which I do.
And I'm not a "nerd" if I were I wouldn't be where I am now.
And if getting really hype up or excited about something that's coming out soon and will make me jump around like a two year old is considered "Obsess" with the thing; then fine, I'll take it.
Cause yes! I'm totally crazy about Stephenie Meyer's Twilight saga and I want to read as "slowly" as I possibly can with the books.
And yah, I can't wait for the movie to premier next month and also Paramore's music video Decode which is Twilight's soundtrack.
So there you have it.
Of course it's not those typical "i-watch-my-language-and-try-to-be-optimistic-all-the-time-post-and-i'm-not-a-rude-sarcastic-girl-after-all."
Cause I post how I feel and this is how I feel.
And maybe you'll have to pull the trigger of a gun to my head to get me to shut up.

XOXO
J

Feel My THUNDER!

Was pretty moody today.

Cause I finished the book Adam lend me yesterday in one day, phew! And I thought

that I'd never be able to finish it in one day!

So I'm really tired.

Aihz...the things I would do just to get my hands on his Twilight novel.

And I had to wake up early today cause the cleaner was coming over to clean the house.

And I still haven't found the inspiration to finish the T design.

Man I'm in trouble!

And when I finally went to sleep after managing to tear my eyes away from reading Vampire Knight;

I was woken up by Christine's sms.

Then when I finally got back to sleep;

I was awoken by the thunder storm.

With the thunder and lighting combo it was so loud that it hurt my ears.

Each time I feel myself drifting to sleep.

BOOM!

Aihz...

Finally giving up went down all moody and had dinner;

And here I am blogging.

And reading VK.

Oh why are you so addictive!

They make blood sucking look so hot.

Aihz.

XOXO

J

I need it; I want it....

I NEED CHOCOLATE!!!!

I NEED HARD COLD CASH!!!

I NEED ICECREAM!!

I NEED STARBUCKS!!!

XOXO

J

Saturday

Well I went out to meet up with my friends and dressed in a style that people mistook as LALA! Hah! But to me it's a mixture of a lil punk style...like the westerns..but whatever.

Anyway, went to Leisure Mall..yes again! hahax! To meet up with some old classmates and a guy name Adam.

It was kind of dun being able to talk to them, but honestly I talked more with Adam cause we actually have things to talk about, and I went to McD 3times!! Lolx!

I went to Duet to return the uniform and tack and to get my pay.

The moment I walked into the stall the girls at the counter looked damn right nervous. Something is so damn up! Even my friends told me that! And I didn't even get my pay!

They asked me to call the manager and ask when I can get my pay.

Anyway, went Wong Kok and one of my friend showed us how one of our old classmates smoke! It was hilarious!

Then we went to watch Disaster Movie!

It was lamely funny. But what do you expect? It is Disaster Movie after all.

There's a few movies on my list they I really want to watch.

1. Twilight (MUST WATCH!)

2. Max Payne (coz of Mark Walberg)

3. Bangkok Dangerous (looks interesting)

4. Wild Child (Emma Roberts is in it n I dun mind watching this kind of show)

5. HSM3 (I like the show hahax.)

Overall it was a pretty good day.

XOXO

J

Hope You Can Take It.

Just watched back an old episode of CSI NY featuring SG.

I like that episode. The cases are kind of sad. Although I have to admit the reason why Omen Suicide was killed was just plain pathetic, it portrayed the cute guy to be a total looser.

I'm checking out their website, you can say their like Playboy and yes you have to be able to adjust and embrace this twisted life style to want to be a SG.

One of the reasons why I checked out their site is to find Zoli Suicide. She's actually real pretty

and she had a Mohawk during the show.

Yes I have thought of doing my hair like that.

But don't worry mom and dad, since you guys already drive me crazy I don't think I'll do my hair like that.

But that doesn't mean you can keep me on a short leash forever.

XOXO

J

All I can do is SCREEEEEEEEEAM AHHHHH~!!!! in my head

Well ever sice I lost my job all of a sudden I sort of lost it.

Maybe cause I'm broke and I can't figure out what I did wrong!

Aihz...

Well been looking for pics of cosplayers since last night for Christine and been pretty blown away by their insane costumes and their props.

Please note people who don't know much about cosplays...props for the character you're cosplaying must be handmade by yourself!

But..will find another job on Saturday fingers cross!

And will meet up with the rest of my old classmates later although I'm not really in a mood to catching up with all of them.

They've all got their own lives now...clubbing and smoking their lungs to death.

Hope I don't go smoking as well...I hate smokers.

But people change...aihz.

And my sweetie NS friend must IM me on MSN.

I don't know why I'm feeling so dead right now! Roar!

And it pisses me off that I got fired.

What? Do i have to be LALA now to keep a job?!

Now I don't even have the mood to finish up my design for the YF camp shirt.

And I want to go HUGE camp this year! So I need the money! I need a job.

Maybe I'll get one in town and screw the wrath of my dad when he goes nagging my brains out with how incovenien it is for me to work in town and dangerous and yya~da~di~da-d-a-aa-daaa!

Well as careful as I have been I still met flashers, pervs who masturbate while crossing the bridge. And Oh, I got molested while crossing the bridge to school in form 2 and less than a year ago snatch thiefs snatched my bag which I just bought less than a week ago with my digital cam in it near church cause I was going there to meet up with my CG for our PD trip.

So yea...life sucks.

Oh and I was harassed by an anti-christ last year over a forum me and Christine created, he joined cause he managed to manipulate a friend of mine and somehow convinced her his OK, yah right! Then the dude suddenly just stopped which was good. And then his friend showed up in church and lied about himself, which really whatever, cause I ain't got nothing to with it, he showed up cause of my friend.

And they showed up in church this year, Oh and cause of a post DQ did on one of them the dude went totally nuts and started getting all high and trashing us all.

Which I just get updates from friends I don't even bother to go in DQ's blog to read the load of drama happening inside. And even when I wasn't in it apparently I was one of the topics of the argument.

Yes, Jennifer is a goth. OMG!

Really? How come I didn't even know about that myself?

I will admit that I'm emo but not to the extend of being a goth. That's just hilarious.

Anyway sum it up a lot has happened...I mean all those are just part of the drama outside.

Inside these fall walls where everyone is related to you by blood. It's all smeared with drama as well.

That's just life unfortunately, and certain circumstances in life that has happened this week and blogging about them caused me to blog about some other stuff as well.

Oh well.

Anyway here are pictures of some cosplayers.

XOXO

J

Jobless

OK, got home from work...

One of the sales girl called which I assume that she's an assistant manager she called and told me that I didn't need to come back to work tomorrow.

That their management felt that I wasn't suitable for the job.

I've met the store manager he was really nice.

And OK, I'm still pretty shy it's only been my third day and I'm getting use to talking more with the customers.

And I'm sorry if I don't like the style of clothes in the shop which are somewhat a lil too over and a lil bit LALA!

And I'm sorry I don't dress LALA...and yes the girls have been pretty lala towards me right from the start.

Sis says that shallow people only employ shallow employees.

Haihz..whatever that means.

So yea, I need a new part time job that I can work and study at the same time.

Why does things like these keep happening to me?!

XOXO

J

So how is working life?

Simple, it takes time getting used to it.

Well I started work at Duet yesterday.

I work Monday-Thursday 10am-2pm and sometimes over time when there isn't enough people.

And I'm only working part time.

And yes it is tiring being a saler assitant. but at least it's a job.

And yes I have screwed up cause I wasn't instructed properly on what to do but today's only my second day.

And for some reson Google Cromp web brozer seems to not like facebook cause I have problems loading facebook on it.

And yes a lot of people have asked me if the clothes are nice at Duet.

All I say is yeah their not bad, their have cute shorts.

But honestly their not all my style, just certain ones.

I think everyone knows by now what kind of style I like lolx.

All I got to say is yeah, working life..it takes time getting used to it.

And I over slept today.

And I still haven't gotten my uniform yet so I'm wearing an old uniform of theirs that is 2 sizes too big for me.

Yes, I get that a lot.

Being forced to wear a top that's way too big for me.

And I'm going to sleep now.

XOXO

J

Bitter Sweet Day

Well it is a Sunday after all, so yah I went to church.

Mom decides not to go, why?

No idea. So OK, fine.

But obviously somethings up.

So I was all emo when I got to chruch dress like some moron, and I decide why not ask a group of my pals to go have lunch with me. Which we did.

We had lunch at The Chicken Rice Shop (never going back there AGAIN!) with;

Alyssa, Amanda, Angeline, Charis, Ee-Yen, Gideon and Kumar.

Then we watched Eagle Eye;

with Alyssa, Amanda, Angeline, Charis and Kumar.

The Show was insanely AWESOME! Serious action pack!

Not gonna blog about the movie cause you HAVE-TO-WATCH-IT-YOURSELF!

 But here's why the title of the post is Bitter Sweet Day, cause this is just a sumary of what happened today and Saturday.

The daimond filer of our suddenly went nuts on us.

It's SPRAYING water, so how on earth are we suppose to wash plates when it's spraying water at all directions!

And since it's still under warranty, my sis suggest to my mom to call the shop and ask them to fix it. Her answer, "What for! I don't want to call! No need!" ...whatever.

Then when I go to church I see him happy, happy, happy. That's how he is when his out total opposite when his home. Way ago man! You fool everyone!

Feeling the stress; sis is unhappy! Loosing it and is pissed off.

I'm unhappy having to put up with the nagging from the moment I wake up until before I sleep at night.

The drawing I did for the youth camp T, I was actually really happy about it. Then when I worked on drawing the font in front of him one morning he says "You're not going to get paid for drawing. So why do you keep on drawing." Shouldn't you be supportive that I'm doing something that makes me happy? Guess not.

I stopped drawing the moment he said that. It happened on Saturday before I left home.

Every single time I wash my hand and he asks me if I have and when I say yes, he will say "Yah.." in a total sarcastic, are you trying to fool me way and goes, "I bet you only wet your hands!"

And when I get damn pissed off and say it in a pretty nuetral way "Why everytime I answer you, you must always find ways to counter back?"

And he'll stand there and give me the "How dare you talk to me like this." look.

And then the T shirt design, I finally finish the pattern and I'm really satisfied with it. And he ruined it all by saying this while we were watching Disney Stars Games 2008;

"See the T their wearing the design is SO simple only. Haven't you heard of simplicity? Where got people wear the shirt the design like your's so many things on it."

I felt crush at that point. Yes their T design is simple.

Why? CAUSE IT'S THE DISNEY CHANNEL LOGO ALONE!

What do you mean "Where got people wear the shirt the design like your's so many things on it."

Tell you what. You know those shops like..hmm..let's see Tropicana, QuirkSilver, Roxy and every damn right store has T's with LOTS of crazy designs on it!

I don't even want to start with the money issues, weight issues, looks issue, dressing, nails!

And the amount of shit load you ask me to do cause you're too damn lazy to them yourself.

And how everytime you guys ask me something and when I answer her you guys will always cut me off.

And how when I open up with my problems you guys will say things that hurt me even more.

And how you guys always never consider how I feel!

No one will ever understand why I'm so unhappy cause I keep it all in!

Only my sis knows cause she goes through it too!

The only keeping me from not hating you more than I already do, is the fact that we're bonded by blood.

XOXO

J