I'm a REAL BW right now..

Last night was the 3rd night in a row that I've been having strange and gruesome nightmares that have left me feeling restless and unrested.

My classmate that pairs up with me during practical is too damn lazy to get her skinny ass down to school tomorrow...

Reason: Tired.

We have no classes starting on Friday until the 10th of April.

And that GIRL only needs to show up at school on the 30th and the 4th of April to be a model..same for me and my other classmates. But I'm getting RM70 but I don't know about the rest though.

AND she doesn't need to go down to the Salon like the rest of us cause she's taking the C+ course. And she wants to say she's tired! Whatever. Go blah blah blah your blah blah blah boyfriend for all of us blah blah blah care!!! Bloody useless blah blah blah girl.

Either way I've sweared too much this morning and I'm trying to cut down on it.

And I'm still going school tomorrow.

And headed down the Salon tomorrow and bored myself to death from 10am-8pm.

Gonna get high on Sunday Bloody Sunday a cover by Paramore...and also get high on Choclate Liquor and Ribena with Vodka infront of my mom. Oh GAwd it taste so blah blah blah good!! And pray for a dreamless sleep...I don't know how much more I can take of those retarded dream infested sleep.

ChocLiquor smiley~!!

XOXO

J

Feeling Frustrated

Listening = Paramore - Fences

Reading   = Bleach

Having a headache right now.

Today's the anniversary of the 2nd year of my pet Guinea Pig's death, Bubbles.

Today is the the 2nd year since she past away.

I found this awesome picture that blew my mind on deviantART.

It's a graffiti picture, and inspired me to design the Youth Force, Camp T 2008 something similar to it.

Problem is;

my art sucks.

My creativity?

Horrible!

And I've been staring at the picture and sketching out something similar to it;

but ended up having it look like a 3 year olds drawing.

It's frustrating!

I like to draw...design stuff.

But I'm not good at it.

And no matter how hard I try the result always turns out horribly.

XOXO

J

This Will Be...

The last time I plan a bday party party on behalf of myself and another. Why? Cause I have to plan everything; and somehow I don't enjoy myself when the time comes. And it's very annoying. Cause pretty much every time around the day of my party...whether or not it's for myself or a combo with another bday person it always messes up. It's dead tiring and frustrating when people don't give you the answer on time! And also when it comes to paying the bill...some people just don't want to pay the tax! If your going to be so stingy then don't go to a restaurant! Cause obviously they'll charge you extra for tax and service charge! Next year..it's just going to be plain a small party! And screw those losers get pissed off cause I didn't invite them. It's my party I'll do what I want. It's as simple as that.

Haihz...now that I've poured out part of my frustration. Here's the other part. Designing the shirt. Seriously..I don't think I can do it...aihz...

XOXO

J