Jamie Campbell Bower is the latest cast member of New Moon

Well if you don't already know, apparently Bower is cast to play Cauis; violent, heartless, hot tempered one of the three Volturi leader. in New Moon Saga.

Don't recognize this blok? Well neither did I till I did some checking and found out his the lad who plays the poor love sick kid who want to take Johanna away and live happily ever after.(And no, not my sister Joanna.) His the lad in Sweeney Todd!

I know he looks like a totally diff person in this pic right. But it IS him. And trust me I yelled what the hell! When I found out his gonna play Cauis..like dude..isn't he well- too young?

What can I say?

Everything I say or do seems to put me on the spot that I'm the irresponsible bitch.

So what's left for me to say or do now?

Exactly nothing.

So guess all I can do is just take it all in.

Even typing this now people will think I'm trying to seem innocent.

Whatever.

I just wanna be left alone for this matter and just let it pass..

I'm tired and I think things have been settled..

So I just really wanna let this go.

I'm a REAL BW right now..

Last night was the 3rd night in a row that I've been having strange and gruesome nightmares that have left me feeling restless and unrested.

My classmate that pairs up with me during practical is too damn lazy to get her skinny ass down to school tomorrow...

Reason: Tired.

We have no classes starting on Friday until the 10th of April.

And that GIRL only needs to show up at school on the 30th and the 4th of April to be a model..same for me and my other classmates. But I'm getting RM70 but I don't know about the rest though.

AND she doesn't need to go down to the Salon like the rest of us cause she's taking the C+ course. And she wants to say she's tired! Whatever. Go blah blah blah your blah blah blah boyfriend for all of us blah blah blah care!!! Bloody useless blah blah blah girl.

Either way I've sweared too much this morning and I'm trying to cut down on it.

And I'm still going school tomorrow.

And headed down the Salon tomorrow and bored myself to death from 10am-8pm.

Gonna get high on Sunday Bloody Sunday a cover by Paramore...and also get high on Choclate Liquor and Ribena with Vodka infront of my mom. Oh GAwd it taste so blah blah blah good!! And pray for a dreamless sleep...I don't know how much more I can take of those retarded dream infested sleep.

ChocLiquor smiley~!!

XOXO

J

What a day...

I'm really tired..I applied 8 different stuff on my face; to prevent my complexion from getting worst.

I am gonna try to eat less...

Really tired right now..

Went out to a jazz bar last night called Alexis..ain't gonna tell you with who cause it ain't anyones business.

Haven't been sleeping well..it's either I wake up feeling disoriented due to some weird nightmare or disastrous dream or my mom wakes me up to ask me some ridiculous questions or just telling me things that aren't even related to me and then I can't go back to sleep.

Dragged myself out of bed thinking about what I drank last night and how annoyed I'm gonna feel while I'm squash inside the KTM.

Went with Angeline to her friends beauty school cause I'm her model for her exam's special sub which she choose Fantasy Make Up. Which I have to dress up as a butterfly...

Everything is kind of happy...and I felt kind of weird...but she did a great job..it's just me.

Angeline took some pictures so I might post them when she sends them to me..or not.

Oh! yea...I also need to figure out a way to pose on the day of the exam.

And her teacher is such a ... ... ...

And hearing her telling us about her housemates/classmates their such ... ... ...

Girls can be such ... ... ... I mean they just love to hate each other! Jealous much?

And they'll never tell you why they hate you! Even if they do there's no real valid reason!

As if hating you isn't bad enough sometimes they don't even know why! They just do!

I'm tired...I got home and she nags me..and we all look at her with the "Are you shitting me?" look.

I'm going to sleep...

I need it..

And it's showing in my complexion..

And the circles under my eyes are as bad as the Cullen's when they are hungry and haven't drank for a week or more!

Then again...gonna read a bit of Breaking Dawn.

I try to be less of a ... ... ...Hey! At least I try!

XOXO

J

I'm sick need I say more?

I may not look it but in truth I am.

I was actually kicked out of the class by teacher!

Well she said I look real pale and I should go home and get some rest.

Which I actually I did not managed to get.

For starters after I left school I went for lunch with Christine..we had Subway.

Ok fine..I'm a Subway fan too.

And after I got home I watched Twilight and stopped half way cause there was thunder storm and after that I just got distracted on TV and reading New Moon.

My stomach feels kind of funny but honestly I'm kind of scared to go to the toilet...for fear there might be blood.

Well my head really hurts.

So here's my plan for tonight watch the rest of Twilight and try not to replay the show again when I'm done or check out some Paramore stuff..head upstairs..get ready for bed and finish New Moon and try to resist from continue on reading Eclipse.

Cause I'm really tired and already I'm sick; so ya.

XOXO

J

"I'm lost...!!" says Stich in the Lilo and Stich movie.

Note: Doesn't mean it's a new year means I'm gonna change my blog look! I love it!

I'm lost!!! screams Jenn in her head while she was walking aimlessly to her Beauty College.

I was lost for more than an hour lolx...

Real tired right now for walking so much under the sun...

I got off Pudu...and till now I have no idea how do I get to my school from Pudu...

And two of my classmates were nice enough to walk with me to Hang Tuah station which I roughly know now how to get to school from there.

Turns out they can't tell the difference between an LRT and a Monorail...Dotz!

Was pretty blur in class today...but hope I can catch up.

I took the English class but after break the teacher ended up teaching in Mandarin..lolx..

Cause well her English ain't that good.

And turns out they all thought I wasn't from here until I spoke in Mandarin....

Didn't know I didn't look local!

And for the first time in years...someone thought I was 22!

OMG!

Was lost...and still am...

XOXO

J

It's X'mas eve

Turkey anyone?

Well if you are eating Turkey care to share it with me?

X'mas gift to myself...my new hair style woohoo! It's finally completed!

People are going to stare and freak!

Just touched up my nails and painted ANOTHER layer of top coat...

Tomorrow's going to be a busy day...

I'm actually really tired but I just painted top coat on my nails and I'm gonna have to wait for them to dry and I'm hoping to stay up till my sis gets home which I doubt I'll be able to do so...

I actually miss some of the people I met back at work.

I went to visit them today..and it's good to know that they were happy to see me.

Tomorrow's X'mas day..

gonna glam up..

Woohoo~!

Gonna use my MAC eyeliner MUAHAHAHAHAA!!

But I don't know if I'm still all excited about X'mas...sort of feeling...the same.

hmm...

It's X'mas eve..so bring out the turkey and wine and let's spend some quality time.

XOXO

J

Work..

Go out into the outside world..you make friends and enemies.

And the rest you already know so I ain't gonna list it all out.

PB is evil! Yup..a nickname I gave her. You don't need to know who she is or what PB stands for.

She's lazy..and well...evil.

My eye is getting redder by the minute. Literally.

Watching Transformers on ASTRO now...love the show.

Really..VERY tired.

Tomorrow I'm working 9am-6pm.

Gonna meet up with colleagues for breakfast.

Hopefully it'll be enough to keep me full until I get home for dinner.

I need to spend pretty big cash on skin care. And...gifts. For parents.

Yah...

Gonna sleep really soon.

Didn't wear make up today..cause I was rushing for time.

I miss my dark make up.

I miss eye liner.

I miss Nicol.

And...Mike...

well not that much.

But Nicol..I like talking to him.

And I miss him always sticking his tongue out.

We are who we choose to be; not what people try to turn us into.

XOXO

J

Dying and getting FAT!

Been working 11-9pm for days now...and it's VERY tiring! I haven't been getting any real sleep and I have to constantly pull myself out of bed.

Well good news is I'm getting my pay at midnight lolx...well it'll be bank into my acc.

And I've been acting a lil nuts at work lately...

Constipation = day 2.

And I got Tuesday and Wednesday off. Then I'm working till the 23rd.

And some 19 year old good looking guy is coming in as a permanent staff on the 18th.

His not VERY handsome...but OK.

Well at least now I have two guys to look at that are considered good looking...

Nicol and Vickson.

And I still really like Nicol lolx...his so kawaii.

And apparently a lot of girls agree with me. Since he has tons of girls lining up to be his girl but he just sees them all as friends.

And well Mike is still Mike....all the best with your target yo!

And I've spend a lot of money on stuff this week...and unsatisfying food.

I miss MCD! I miss home cook meal!

Gonna bath.

When the world keeps spinning...I'll be spinning in the opposite direction.

XOXO

J

I'm Just Such a Weirdo

Guys tend to call me evil.

I swear alot yet I'm not even close to being a lala mui.

Some call me a goth cause I'm emo.

But I don't got slicing myself for pleasure or getting into black magic.

Some call me a punk, and again I don't dress or even look like one.

But I don't even dress like one..although I like both style of dressing and hair but I just can't bring myself to be one.

It's just so not me.

And I click well with guys better...but I'm not athletic! And I attract balls..I can't catch one to save my life. Well last I remember their always hitting me on the face or parts of the body that are really sensitive...but the last time I played Dodge ball with small soft balls I did pretty well.

Except the fact that my specs broke into half...and I really like that spec..lolx!

Yet I am girlie...I love make up! I love dressing up and looking hot! But I hate being all doll up like a typical girl! I miss wearing lots of eyeliner...but I can't not at work..it'll melt.

In a way I don't think a girl like me can put in any category...

Punks won't call me one of them;

Tom boys won't call me one of them;

Goth's won't embrace me into their dark world;

Girlie girls will shriek and hiss at me;

Rockers will say I ain't hardcore enough;

Weirdo's will say I ain't intelligent enough.

Well...here's what I see myself as.

I'm Jenn...

And the only way to describe me is..."Jenn is well...Jenn."

Agree?

But I can't help feeling that I'm such a weirdo...

Some girls hate me;

Some girls want to be like me and they hate me;

Some girls adore me at times and hate me;

Some boys enjoy my bitchy company;

Some boys can't stand me.

But hasn't any guy taken intrest in me?

I can dream on about any girl taking intrest in me-

I'm too complicated for any lesbian.

Anyway...My whole body aches...cause my body's all tired out.

Gonna sleep now, today I almost died halfway at work.

Try figuring me out.

XOXO

J

Another Boring Video

Turn the volume up to hear what I'm crapping.

Not in the mood

Not in the mood...
for X'mas;
to be nice;
to smile when I damn right don't feel like it;
to work;
to talk;
to answer idiotic questions;
to care;
to look at you;
to listen to you.

I couldn't care less if you think I'm moody;
I couldn't care less if you think I'm rude;
Cause I know I am and you're just annoying me.
You're not going to make me feel sorry;
So stop wasting your time and get on with you boring life.

If anyone cares...
Customers during sales are desperate, annoying, rude and stupid.
We're paid to serve and we don't even charge them for our service like in restaurants so if we ask what size your looking for do us a favor and answer us instead of digging through the pile and making a huge mess for us to clean up.
When I tell you the size you want we don't have it in stock, listen and move on, don't start looking through the pile to prove us wrong.
We gain nothing for lying and it's fine if you want to dig through the pile till your hearts contend as long as you don't mess everything up, like you morons always do.
Doesn't mean there's a saying "Customers are always right" means we.. well at least I follow by that rule.
My patience has it's limit and once it's cross even if I loose my job, I'll make damn sure you know what a freaking moron you are and how much trouble you've caused us sales assistants.

I'm tired so when I get home just shut up.

I'm in a foul mood... ain't it obvious;
But I'm going to say it anyway even though I don't feel it;
XOXO
J

Keep smilling till your lips feel as numb as your lips.

I'm used to the standing. And Megamall's aircond sucks lolx..so yah it's pretty hot and it tends to give you a headache when you have to deal with those kind of customers.
10 Problems you have to face in a retail store;
1. Language barrier.
2. Rude customers.
3. Customers in denial on their body shapes.
4. Customers that won't admit their faults.
5. Mentally unstable customers.
6. Customers that plain don't use their brain sometimes!
7. Stingy customers.
8. Customers that mess up all the clothes just for the sake of it.
9. Customers that ask stupid questions.
10. Customers that glare at you when you ask them not to sit on a cupboard that has GLASS covering it.

Today 2 groups of Shanghai girls came, and they speak so fast with their accent I keep giving them my "HUH?" look as they repeat themselves. And apparently they don't understand basic worldwide language which is "XS, S, M, L and XL" they say it in some other Chinese word I don't even get until after they repeated themselves 3 times. Then one SH girl tries a top, friend sees it grabs the exact SAME one and tries. Whatever. Goes in tries the top, walks out wearing the top and looks around, other customers wanna try clothes have to wait for them to get back in and change back to their own clothes then only they can get in. But here's the thing, they walk around with the shops clothes SLOWLY taking their time and looking around like they own the f*king place! And a long necessary queue is formed! And while the 1st SH girl is walking around in our top looking for more tops, her other friend grabs a skirt and walks into the 1st SH changing room and tries the skirt on, then comes back out decides she doesn't one it- but 1st SH girl likes the skirt and grabs it and tries it. And 3rd SH girl likes top and skirt 1st SH girl wears and tries the same one in a different size and walks around with it with the rest of the SH girls look some more at our clothes while other customers continue to queue waiting for them to change back to their clothes.
And here I am stuck beside the changing room hanging clothes after clothes that the SH girls each take turn to try. I folded the same f*king top 5times 10minutes! 1st SH girl try once..and finally decides to change out of it, so I hang it and SH girl 2 decides to try it and I give it to her and then SH girl realizes she likes it too and tries it again a different size...
The whole process goes on and annoyingly on until we lost count how many outfits we took in when our shop policy is maximum garments you can try on is FIVE!
I got so f*king annoyed, I look the SH girl straight in the eye and ask as pleasantly as I could master how many she has with her...she couldn't even answer me!
And the Ninja's are another problem...

Despite it all...A jobs a job and a job that pays is a job worth working for.

Wanna see me smile? Come down to PADINI, you'll get more than a smile....
XOXO
J

I'm dead on Monday and I don't care

First of all if my honesty makes you hate me but saves the company some face. I can handle your bitchyness then.
Here's what happened, I'm damn right tired right now so I'll just make it short.
Malay customer came with his wife and kid in a stroller.
Three of them were at the counter and I went into take a drink.
Came out customer was walking out of the shop looking furious.
He said REALLY loud on the way out, "Langsung tak layan orang! Macam kita tak ada duit untuk bayar!" and three people at counter...didn't hear his out burst. I just came out heard it all and felt extremly embarass.
Told two of colleagues about it, one of them asked me to tell our supervisor since we're close with her and we didn't know it was such a big deal.
Supervisor told us it was and even asked me to write down what the customer said so I did, then she told the marketeer about it, she said it's best to let her know in case the customer filed a complain at their site then all the staff in our shop will be in deep shit.
Sis both of them were morning shift they had already gone home and one of them is working full day today.
She said she doesn't remember seeing any customer.
One of them who went home said he remembers seeing the customer but they never entered the shop, just stood outside.
The other that went home as well said she doen't recall.
And all three of them always bitch about the rest of us behind our backs.
The one that is working full shift even said I'm so dead on monday and laughed.

XOXO
J

Work

Finally blogging about it if anyone cares at all.
Guess you guys won't be seeing me for the whole month;
Cause my off day is on a Wednesday and on weekends I'm usually having afternoon shift;
12-9pm or 11-8pm.
Expecting a call from Clara International by next week.
Dead tired right now.
I only get one hour break once a day I have to stand non-stop for 8hours.
And my immune system isn't very good so I fall sick easily.
I'm actually loosing my voice now.
Overall it's OK.
Just glad I got some income coming in.
Pretty much it for today.

*Screams* TWO MORE WEEKS TILL TWILIGHT PREMIER!!!
XOXO
J