What a day...

I'm really tired..I applied 8 different stuff on my face; to prevent my complexion from getting worst.

I am gonna try to eat less...

Really tired right now..

Went out to a jazz bar last night called Alexis..ain't gonna tell you with who cause it ain't anyones business.

Haven't been sleeping well..it's either I wake up feeling disoriented due to some weird nightmare or disastrous dream or my mom wakes me up to ask me some ridiculous questions or just telling me things that aren't even related to me and then I can't go back to sleep.

Dragged myself out of bed thinking about what I drank last night and how annoyed I'm gonna feel while I'm squash inside the KTM.

Went with Angeline to her friends beauty school cause I'm her model for her exam's special sub which she choose Fantasy Make Up. Which I have to dress up as a butterfly...

Everything is kind of happy...and I felt kind of weird...but she did a great job..it's just me.

Angeline took some pictures so I might post them when she sends them to me..or not.

Oh! yea...I also need to figure out a way to pose on the day of the exam.

And her teacher is such a ... ... ...

And hearing her telling us about her housemates/classmates their such ... ... ...

Girls can be such ... ... ... I mean they just love to hate each other! Jealous much?

And they'll never tell you why they hate you! Even if they do there's no real valid reason!

As if hating you isn't bad enough sometimes they don't even know why! They just do!

I'm tired...I got home and she nags me..and we all look at her with the "Are you shitting me?" look.

I'm going to sleep...

I need it..

And it's showing in my complexion..

And the circles under my eyes are as bad as the Cullen's when they are hungry and haven't drank for a week or more!

Then again...gonna read a bit of Breaking Dawn.

I try to be less of a ... ... ...Hey! At least I try!

XOXO

J

F.A.T

Fat, Fat, Fat...

My gawd! I need to loose weight!

There are a few ways to do so..eat healthy and exercises,

Smoke, eat normally and drink,

Smoke and eat only once a day,

Eat healthy, work out and smoke,

Be bulimic,

Be aneroxic,

Starve yourself and only nibble on your food.

XOXO

J

Funny Video..

Just for fun...

Like my boobs??

Yea, so do I...but too bad for you this is all your gonna be able to see.

it's about time I updated my blog anyway.

XOXO

J

Oh don't mind me...

Well I'm suffering from unknown rashes..it's getting better...I think...but now my leg has them. And my scars from my lil accident might be permanent.

So yes...I am freaking out.

The weather back at my hometown has killed my skin...

Yes...I am freaking out about that too.

I have class on monday...and it's a public holiday..

So yes...I'm pissed.

Maybe I'm just tired; and maybe that's why I'm feeling annoyed.

I really don't have anything intresting to update on.

My head is kind of killing me.

I am pretty moody right now..

Am I scaring you?

But something cheered me up;

See being a HUGE fan of Paramore, I did a wallpaper of Hayley Williams for myself..and I decided to submit it to their site and they approved!! Yay!!