Bull-hoo..

Swear mode ON.

I know I'm not a Diva or do I have the right to be a self proclaimed Diva; caused if the media says you are one. That's when you know you are one.

But I'm pretty sure every person has an unspoken list of things that close friends should be smart enough to know not to do or to do at appropriate times. And you don't need to be a Diva to have that "list".

Wait- man am I f*king pissed now. Am I the only person that's getting all her work on DeviantART taken down due to copyright violation?

Come fucking on! I posted it under desktop screenshot!

ARGH!

But anyway as annoyed as I am..aihz..but that's not the reason I started this post.

I think all that has actually read my blog or know me should I already know by now I'm not only a potty mouth but I can sometimes be pretty quote "irresponsible", quote "bitchy" and the list goes on.

But I know I have said only too many times that I am not a morning person. But I realize I'm a cranky b*h whenever I've just woken up be it morning, afternoon or night and I don't appreciate bad news, nagging...nagging...and the list goes on..but you get my drift; when I've just woken up cause 90% of the time I wake up feeling groggy. But let me hear music that calms me for about an hour and I'll be better..if there ain't music..give me minimum at least 2hours to sort of...be able to handle some bull. 

Anyway...here's the thing I'm sure everyone feels hurt and hate when other's assume things or accuse them of something when they haven't gotten their stories straight.

Yesterday evening started off pretty bad due to a promise I made to a friend's friend that I got the date mix up which I tried to fix...I would go into details cause it still makes me feel irritated and the whole damn world doesn't need to know it.

And at night things went from s*ty misunderstanding to absolute f*king I wanna smash some heads right now!

Whose to blame for things going pretty damn nicely screwed up..well guess that's me cause I got the dates mix up. But while I was trying to fix things..I got really bloody pissed cause well...yah.

Aihz...people never learn do they? Whatever the fuck you do. Don't accuse me for shit when you haven't heard the full f*ing story.

And I almost shot myself in the head cause I was headed head first into the pool of depression.

And I needed to talk to someone! BAdly!

 Christine din pick up her phone cause she was on her house phone.

Adam din pick up and when I vulgarly text him on why he didn't pick up he said he din get it.

I know I called.

And his on holiday.

With her.

And she hates me.

Hope sis is in a drinking mood tonight.

I could use some booze cause tomorrow's going to be a long day.

XOXO

J

Oh don't mind me...

Well I'm suffering from unknown rashes..it's getting better...I think...but now my leg has them. And my scars from my lil accident might be permanent.

So yes...I am freaking out.

The weather back at my hometown has killed my skin...

Yes...I am freaking out about that too.

I have class on monday...and it's a public holiday..

So yes...I'm pissed.

Maybe I'm just tired; and maybe that's why I'm feeling annoyed.

I really don't have anything intresting to update on.

My head is kind of killing me.

I am pretty moody right now..

Am I scaring you?

But something cheered me up;

See being a HUGE fan of Paramore, I did a wallpaper of Hayley Williams for myself..and I decided to submit it to their site and they approved!! Yay!!

I feel like crap; I look like crap!

My head is spinning.

My nose ain't running no more but it's block.

I can't taste or smell.

Yes I have a very bad flu.

I'm don't have soar throat but I have a lot of flam stuck in my throat.

I've given up checking each comment that is posted on the Kristen Stewart picture and Robert Pattinson picture I posted on their facebook fan club.

I look like crap cause I'm really sick.

Shut up! I know I always fall sick.

XOXO

J

SH*T that ain't right!

Over a really annoying bullshit matter that happened last night...

Someone had to hint it to someone and that someone had to ask that someone what happen but ends up deciding not to know.

I don't care if you don't understand what I'm saying.

If I ask you a question concerning something very annoying you have just informed me answer the question.

I know you know what a bitch I am and how I tend to overreact.

But remember if I do something stupid it's my fault and yours; cause you're the one who informed me on the first place. But since you already have and when I ask you more details but you realize you shouldn't have told me in the 1st place and wish you could take it back so you decide not to answer my question. Know that I will kick it out of you. Out of your pie hole or you're but hole, either way I'll kick the answer out of you.

Lost in the BS I've just typed out? Good.

Too violent for you? Then why are you still reading?

Look...the title isn't really about the BS i just posted above...

It's about some stranger that was on my Friendster, friends list.

Ok..

You know how when you're just don't bother to check whose the person who requested to add you on their Friendster list and you just approve them as long as they don't look like some perv;

Or some guy whose whole friendster list is all girls with boobs showing off their cleavage or some that try to show it even though they don't have it? So they end up pucking up their lips in attempts to look as hot as Angelina Jolie or have those thick lips effect that don't always work, yea. Those.

Can't stand my bitchiness?

Then why are you still reading?

Well anyway...this typical LALA mui added me...well sort of typical..

She's more of the LALA meets Lolita...

Thing is the moment I finally click on her to check her pics.

Note: I am finally checking her profile cause I want to delete her off my list of friends cause I'm sick of every single time I log in Friendster all I see is her fking face and "I posted new pics of mee♥~" If it's just one post sure..IT'S 6 OR 7!

So anyway...she looks DEFORM...Sorry honey...but I'm a lil bitchy today...

But I mean no disrespect..but that is honestly how she looks!

Fake eye lashes..long and layered top hair..

Typical those kind of cute girl doll look...just it's all wrong! Some actually look nice..but for her NO!

Seeing it freaked the hell out of me...

I showed my sis..she agrees.

Posting a picture of her would be too much.

And I don't want her face on my blog.

In case you haven't already realize it, I am in a bad mood.

Haven't you heard? Curiosity killed the cat; so watch out.

XOXO

J

Keep smilling till your lips feel as numb as your lips.

I'm used to the standing. And Megamall's aircond sucks lolx..so yah it's pretty hot and it tends to give you a headache when you have to deal with those kind of customers.
10 Problems you have to face in a retail store;
1. Language barrier.
2. Rude customers.
3. Customers in denial on their body shapes.
4. Customers that won't admit their faults.
5. Mentally unstable customers.
6. Customers that plain don't use their brain sometimes!
7. Stingy customers.
8. Customers that mess up all the clothes just for the sake of it.
9. Customers that ask stupid questions.
10. Customers that glare at you when you ask them not to sit on a cupboard that has GLASS covering it.

Today 2 groups of Shanghai girls came, and they speak so fast with their accent I keep giving them my "HUH?" look as they repeat themselves. And apparently they don't understand basic worldwide language which is "XS, S, M, L and XL" they say it in some other Chinese word I don't even get until after they repeated themselves 3 times. Then one SH girl tries a top, friend sees it grabs the exact SAME one and tries. Whatever. Goes in tries the top, walks out wearing the top and looks around, other customers wanna try clothes have to wait for them to get back in and change back to their own clothes then only they can get in. But here's the thing, they walk around with the shops clothes SLOWLY taking their time and looking around like they own the f*king place! And a long necessary queue is formed! And while the 1st SH girl is walking around in our top looking for more tops, her other friend grabs a skirt and walks into the 1st SH changing room and tries the skirt on, then comes back out decides she doesn't one it- but 1st SH girl likes the skirt and grabs it and tries it. And 3rd SH girl likes top and skirt 1st SH girl wears and tries the same one in a different size and walks around with it with the rest of the SH girls look some more at our clothes while other customers continue to queue waiting for them to change back to their clothes.
And here I am stuck beside the changing room hanging clothes after clothes that the SH girls each take turn to try. I folded the same f*king top 5times 10minutes! 1st SH girl try once..and finally decides to change out of it, so I hang it and SH girl 2 decides to try it and I give it to her and then SH girl realizes she likes it too and tries it again a different size...
The whole process goes on and annoyingly on until we lost count how many outfits we took in when our shop policy is maximum garments you can try on is FIVE!
I got so f*king annoyed, I look the SH girl straight in the eye and ask as pleasantly as I could master how many she has with her...she couldn't even answer me!
And the Ninja's are another problem...

Despite it all...A jobs a job and a job that pays is a job worth working for.

Wanna see me smile? Come down to PADINI, you'll get more than a smile....
XOXO
J

BOO! Twilight Haters!

If you hate the book what makes you think the movie can possibly convince you to love it?
It's pretty much a teen flick it's focus is on Bella AND Edward! It's not about gore and blood!
The vampires don't HAVE fangs! Doesn't that mean something to you already? That you shouldn't expect it to be a typical vampire flick?
And the critics are complaining about the visual effects etc etc...Edward jumping around like a monkey and throwing trees, well hello! You watched the show already(I haven't cause it ain't out in Malaysia till Thursday!) you should know why he did that! His trying to show Bella what his capable of and why it's best she stays away from him for HER own safety!
And they claimed that Edward dresses like an emo boy. HELLO! The whole story takes place in FORKS for crying out loud! Where it always rains! If it's always raining why on earth would anyone dress in bright cheery colors when you know you're gonna have to wear a huge jacket or raincoat over it! And risk getting soak in the rain!
And then they complain about Kristen Steward and Robert Pattinsons bad acting. That I can't come defense at yet since I haven't seen the movie.
But fear not people, there are those who love the movie as well.
And I know I'm going to be one of them.

This is to you Twilight lovers;
XOXO
J

Jobless

OK, got home from work...

One of the sales girl called which I assume that she's an assistant manager she called and told me that I didn't need to come back to work tomorrow.

That their management felt that I wasn't suitable for the job.

I've met the store manager he was really nice.

And OK, I'm still pretty shy it's only been my third day and I'm getting use to talking more with the customers.

And I'm sorry if I don't like the style of clothes in the shop which are somewhat a lil too over and a lil bit LALA!

And I'm sorry I don't dress LALA...and yes the girls have been pretty lala towards me right from the start.

Sis says that shallow people only employ shallow employees.

Haihz..whatever that means.

So yea, I need a new part time job that I can work and study at the same time.

Why does things like these keep happening to me?!

XOXO

J

How I Talk To People I Don't Like

Because he won't leave me alone even back in school. I don't like to speak in English when I'm with people who can't speak English well cause it makes me feel like I'm a stuck up and I don't like their blur faces when they don't understand what I'm saying. It makes me feel horrible. Cause I hate the way most English speaking people I see in school they way they look at those that aren't good in English as if their above that it pisses me off. And this guy. He has been bugging me like crazy for the past 2 years in school cause I'm a half banana and he thinks his excellent in English. Trust me everyone in class can't stand him. And he has always came over to me trying to get me to communicate with him in English when I rather just be left alone. I know how I'm answering him is too darn straight forward but frankly..my patience limit has ended with him. And today is his unlucky day. Don't mess with a girl that's going through that time of month. You know she'll be a bitch. So read and feel my annoyance.

XOXO

J

  Kalvin   says (11:45 AM):

hi ya Jen..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:45 AM):

yo

  Kalvin   says (11:45 AM):

you in college yet?

  Kalvin   says (11:45 AM):

or form 6?..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:45 AM):

starting college in november

  Kalvin   says (11:46 AM):

ohh good..

  Kalvin   says (11:46 AM):

cause you are going to experience the worst nightmare in life..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:47 AM):

wow thanks for the warning _--lll

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:47 AM):

i'll pretend like i care now.

  Kalvin   says (11:47 AM):

haha i just finish my finals so im on a 3 weeks break.

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:48 AM):

i see

  Kalvin   says (11:48 AM):

cool huh?..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:49 AM):

no, not really

  Kalvin   says (11:50 AM):

err... heh... ok so what are you planning to do once you finish studying?..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:51 AM):

work... isn't that obvious

  Kalvin   says (11:52 AM):

uh huh.. but what kind of work?.

  Kalvin   says (11:52 AM):

you must have a job of your interest..?

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:52 AM):

work that has to do with that i'm studying _--lll

  Kalvin   says (11:52 AM):

that's not quite what i meant..

  Kalvin   says (11:53 AM):

-.-""

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:53 AM):

ok...then do explain

  Kalvin   says (11:53 AM):

like a software programmer or a hairstylist?..

  Kalvin   says (11:53 AM):

your dream job..

  Kalvin   says (11:53 AM):

ok?..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:54 AM):

..i'm studying beauty so go figure

  Kalvin   says (11:54 AM):

ohhh.... whats that?..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:55 AM):

ue dun know waht's beauty?

  Kalvin   says (11:55 AM):

i know but what does it do?....

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (11:58 AM):

it has to do with beauty la obviously!

  Kalvin   says (11:58 AM):

ok...

  Kalvin   says (11:59 AM):

but isnt figure has something to do with the body..?

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:00 PM):

duh

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:01 PM):

face, body..skin care

  Kalvin   says (12:01 PM):

ohh that makes sense..

  Kalvin   says (12:01 PM):

ok

  Kalvin   says (12:01 PM):

thanks for the full info..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:02 PM):

ur the only person i know who doesn't know wat beauty course means _--lll

  Kalvin   says (12:02 PM):

haha really?.. no kidding?..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:03 PM):

yah..it pretty much means ur an idiot

  Kalvin   says (12:04 PM):

ok thanks for telling the truth eventhough its quite hurting..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:04 PM):

i know _--ll

  Kalvin   says (12:04 PM):

T.T

  Kalvin   says (12:06 PM):

T T

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:04 PM):

are ue trying to get me to show pity on ue coz it ain't working

Kalvin   says (12:10 PM):

nope..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:11 PM):

then don't go doing that crying face on me

Kalvin   says (12:15 PM):

O_o""

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:16 PM):

wat do ue want _--ll

  Kalvin   says (12:17 PM):

O_O""

Kalvin   says (12:18 PM):

nope

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:18 PM):

nothing else ue gotta say?

  Kalvin   says (12:18 PM):

ok good luck on your studies..

๑[J]enN๑۩۞۩ ๑ Pink is the new Black!♥ says (12:19 PM):

thanks Dotz!  

What A DAy!

All Relax with hair treatment and mask.

Well my feet are soar and my back hurts quite bad. And I even forgot that my birthday is in less than 6 days time ! Due to some drama that's stressing me and my besties. 

Well today I went shopping with my mom and it was pretty insane! The crowd the clothes, the queue! My gosh! As if the amount of time spend to find the clothes you like and to be so lucky to get what you want isn't bad and tiring enough! Some customers forget that the item you purchase has to be written on a piece of paper! So they can key in the code! You can't just grab the item you want to purchase and go straight to the counter before getting it written on paper 1st! It's the slandered procedure at Isetan!

Then we walk from LRT station to Pavillion to KLCC to Lot10 then from Imbi to Bandar Tun Razak. And as usual. I people kept looking at me, some stare. Makes me feel as if there's something wrong with me. Dotz! Sum it up when we reached back at Bandar Tun Razak, tired, thirsty and hands full of plastic bags. We decide to go to the gas drink vending machine. But they wouldn't accept a single 1 dollar note we feed the stupid MACHINE!!! And I embarrass myself in public as I was annoyed, tired and arguing with my besties on the phone. Oh and cried in the car. And at home, dad misunderstood but soften up when I calmed down and explained it all.

But over all. I got my birthday gift from sis and Ryan and myself! Of course which is drum roll please...

A HOODIE JACKET! 

and I'm wearing it tomorrow.

XOXO

J

Let me be; Let go!

Drama, drama, DRAMA!

Parents...stop forcing me to it when I'm already so damn full! My lunch hasn't even been digested yet! I'm not hungry! I'm not starving myself to be skinny! I'm just not hungry! And stop accusing me and assuming things that I do with my life, when you don't even know the half of it!

And people the whole DQ blog thing let it go already! So competitive for what?! What's the prize in being right? Tell me la? So what if it makes you feel better? It won't last forever! Just let it go! Be the better person and shut up and stop commenting! It's DQ's blog it's about him! Not a war zone to debate on Christianity!

That's Why I'm Moody

So annoyed...complain I don't help around...alright la..raining go out and bring clothes in and then you want to scold me for not wearing a hat and getting the rain. Fine, since I'm wet might as well take in the rest. No, you want to bring it in yourself. So don't say I don't want to help around!

No;
XOXO from me.
J