OMG MY EYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Check out my red eye! (PRAY for me that my eyes will be OK by X'mas.)

Well today is the 2nd last day of work...weeee.

Spend a lot of money. Again. Weeee.

Spend on a wallet/purse.

Spend more money on a few skin products.

Didn't managed to buy any gifts.

Ended up running around asking around if anyone sold something that I don't even think anyone bothers to sell anymore!

And my eye is redder than ever!

Cause..well the shop is dusty...and everything is dusty. And I was morning shift today and I had to wipe dust.

And someone added me on Friendster. And here's the thing...

I hate people who don't put their pictures on their profile.

Who put pictures of anime characters, cars and chics and what not.

Why the hell do you open a profile if you're not gonna put your own picture in it!

Really tired right now...Gonna continue X'mas shopping tomorrow....

So probably gonna leave the house early. And I so need to early ROAR.

Oh;

And I made this wallpaper for fun.

I know you're reading this.

XOXO

J

Pictures were taken from www.deviantart.com, and some were found on Google under Twilight movie premier, and Vanity Fair photoshoot, Teen Mag photoshoot and Cosmo Girl.

Work..

Go out into the outside world..you make friends and enemies.

And the rest you already know so I ain't gonna list it all out.

PB is evil! Yup..a nickname I gave her. You don't need to know who she is or what PB stands for.

She's lazy..and well...evil.

My eye is getting redder by the minute. Literally.

Watching Transformers on ASTRO now...love the show.

Really..VERY tired.

Tomorrow I'm working 9am-6pm.

Gonna meet up with colleagues for breakfast.

Hopefully it'll be enough to keep me full until I get home for dinner.

I need to spend pretty big cash on skin care. And...gifts. For parents.

Yah...

Gonna sleep really soon.

Didn't wear make up today..cause I was rushing for time.

I miss my dark make up.

I miss eye liner.

I miss Nicol.

And...Mike...

well not that much.

But Nicol..I like talking to him.

And I miss him always sticking his tongue out.

We are who we choose to be; not what people try to turn us into.

XOXO

J

Dying and getting FAT!

Been working 11-9pm for days now...and it's VERY tiring! I haven't been getting any real sleep and I have to constantly pull myself out of bed.

Well good news is I'm getting my pay at midnight lolx...well it'll be bank into my acc.

And I've been acting a lil nuts at work lately...

Constipation = day 2.

And I got Tuesday and Wednesday off. Then I'm working till the 23rd.

And some 19 year old good looking guy is coming in as a permanent staff on the 18th.

His not VERY handsome...but OK.

Well at least now I have two guys to look at that are considered good looking...

Nicol and Vickson.

And I still really like Nicol lolx...his so kawaii.

And apparently a lot of girls agree with me. Since he has tons of girls lining up to be his girl but he just sees them all as friends.

And well Mike is still Mike....all the best with your target yo!

And I've spend a lot of money on stuff this week...and unsatisfying food.

I miss MCD! I miss home cook meal!

Gonna bath.

When the world keeps spinning...I'll be spinning in the opposite direction.

XOXO

J

Latest News On New Moon (2nd book and now MOVIE of Twilight!!) and boring me...

I know I look really blur...lolx...and once again just got home from work.
I did my hair into a messy bun got myself a HUGE black rose ring cause I love black roses...and yes...I also have a black rose earrings. Going to try and buy a nice rose pin as well.
Today it was pretty boring at work..
70% off selected items ended yesterday.
And today was just plain boring.

But enough about boring me...here's the latest news on the second sequel of Twilight, New Moon; taken from MTV.com

'Twilight' Director Catherine Hardwicke Is Out -- So Who Should Direct 'New Moon'?

We examine the benefits and drawbacks of a few potential applicants.

By Larry Carroll

Even as the film continues to ride high at the box office, the "Twilight" world was rocked this weekend by news that Catherine Hardwicke would not be directing the sequel, putting an end to the big plans she had for the series.

For more info click on the link

Not in the mood

Not in the mood...
for X'mas;
to be nice;
to smile when I damn right don't feel like it;
to work;
to talk;
to answer idiotic questions;
to care;
to look at you;
to listen to you.

I couldn't care less if you think I'm moody;
I couldn't care less if you think I'm rude;
Cause I know I am and you're just annoying me.
You're not going to make me feel sorry;
So stop wasting your time and get on with you boring life.

If anyone cares...
Customers during sales are desperate, annoying, rude and stupid.
We're paid to serve and we don't even charge them for our service like in restaurants so if we ask what size your looking for do us a favor and answer us instead of digging through the pile and making a huge mess for us to clean up.
When I tell you the size you want we don't have it in stock, listen and move on, don't start looking through the pile to prove us wrong.
We gain nothing for lying and it's fine if you want to dig through the pile till your hearts contend as long as you don't mess everything up, like you morons always do.
Doesn't mean there's a saying "Customers are always right" means we.. well at least I follow by that rule.
My patience has it's limit and once it's cross even if I loose my job, I'll make damn sure you know what a freaking moron you are and how much trouble you've caused us sales assistants.

I'm tired so when I get home just shut up.

I'm in a foul mood... ain't it obvious;
But I'm going to say it anyway even though I don't feel it;
XOXO
J

I really like Nicol! (despite his name)

His sooooooo kawaii!!!! Despite his choice of a name lolx...
OK, I actually don't have a title for this post cause it's basically crap.
Well I've been sending wallpapers to fellow Twilight fanpires on deviantART...maybe I should start charging my work...hmm..tempting...and I am broke...but nah!
I'm just glad people like it...
Next wallpapers to make for myself on my list are Avril Lavigne and Paramore and of course MORE Twilight!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!
Today has been a very tired and boring day at work..and it's going to be another tired and boring day at work again tomorrow.
And yes I am very broke, and yes I still have no clue when I'm getting my pay.
Yes, I'm still a bitch, or well...I can be one.
And yah...I'm still saying I sing like a toad.
And you betca that no ones buying it...
COME ON PEOPLE! I CAN'T SING!
Seriously...
Have you heard me sing?
No?
GOOD!
And yah...people are telling me I should join the Christmas choir..but...I got news for ya'
Not gonna happen!
Why?
Simple...I'm working, I won't be available for practices;
And I can't sing.
And I stink.
So I'm gonna bath.
Now.
Yes.
NOW!

I don't wear any special perfume, it's all natural, it's call..rumpits!
XOXO
J

Tired and Sick

A lot has been happening lately yet again maybe not that much but the usual;

the usual misunderstandings..the usual nagging, the usual tiredness and the usual questions ask by different people.
Actually feeling the cough meds kick in.
Watch the other day Paramore The Final Riot DVD rip...It's Paramore in concert. I actually can't really think right now cause my eyes can barely stay open and yes again I'm listening to Twilight soundtrack. Maybe I am obsess with Twilight..going to read a bit of Twilight again then sleep. Tomorrow I'll be out for more than ten hours. It's sales time, where the customers annoy you and get you sick by coughing or sneezing at you or the clothes. Yes, that's why I'm coughing my lungs out. And I'm more broke than I've ever been...I haven't gotten my pay yet. And am hoping to take Sunday off. My collegue..well his nicknames Nicol, yes...I know it's a girls name. But despite his choice of a name, I like the kid, his cute looking and so is his personality. Well that's all I gotta say, well concerntrate on saying actually.
A lot of people fav my wallpapers that I posted on deviantART and of course I'm happy about it.
Well this is my current deskstop wallpaper...yes I did it myself..I just crop them out of a group pic and quote a line from the book and movie. Click on the pic for a BIGGER and BETTER view;

Curious to see the rest of my self-made Twilight wallpapers? Well you can view them in my deviantART;
Listening to one of the many songs that I've fallen in love with in Twilight soundtrack from a band I have no clue about;
Spotlight (Twilight Mix) by Mutemath

Keep smilling till your lips feel as numb as your lips.

I'm used to the standing. And Megamall's aircond sucks lolx..so yah it's pretty hot and it tends to give you a headache when you have to deal with those kind of customers.
10 Problems you have to face in a retail store;
1. Language barrier.
2. Rude customers.
3. Customers in denial on their body shapes.
4. Customers that won't admit their faults.
5. Mentally unstable customers.
6. Customers that plain don't use their brain sometimes!
7. Stingy customers.
8. Customers that mess up all the clothes just for the sake of it.
9. Customers that ask stupid questions.
10. Customers that glare at you when you ask them not to sit on a cupboard that has GLASS covering it.

Today 2 groups of Shanghai girls came, and they speak so fast with their accent I keep giving them my "HUH?" look as they repeat themselves. And apparently they don't understand basic worldwide language which is "XS, S, M, L and XL" they say it in some other Chinese word I don't even get until after they repeated themselves 3 times. Then one SH girl tries a top, friend sees it grabs the exact SAME one and tries. Whatever. Goes in tries the top, walks out wearing the top and looks around, other customers wanna try clothes have to wait for them to get back in and change back to their own clothes then only they can get in. But here's the thing, they walk around with the shops clothes SLOWLY taking their time and looking around like they own the f*king place! And a long necessary queue is formed! And while the 1st SH girl is walking around in our top looking for more tops, her other friend grabs a skirt and walks into the 1st SH changing room and tries the skirt on, then comes back out decides she doesn't one it- but 1st SH girl likes the skirt and grabs it and tries it. And 3rd SH girl likes top and skirt 1st SH girl wears and tries the same one in a different size and walks around with it with the rest of the SH girls look some more at our clothes while other customers continue to queue waiting for them to change back to their clothes.
And here I am stuck beside the changing room hanging clothes after clothes that the SH girls each take turn to try. I folded the same f*king top 5times 10minutes! 1st SH girl try once..and finally decides to change out of it, so I hang it and SH girl 2 decides to try it and I give it to her and then SH girl realizes she likes it too and tries it again a different size...
The whole process goes on and annoyingly on until we lost count how many outfits we took in when our shop policy is maximum garments you can try on is FIVE!
I got so f*king annoyed, I look the SH girl straight in the eye and ask as pleasantly as I could master how many she has with her...she couldn't even answer me!
And the Ninja's are another problem...

Despite it all...A jobs a job and a job that pays is a job worth working for.

Wanna see me smile? Come down to PADINI, you'll get more than a smile....
XOXO
J

The Customer is always right...even when their WRONG

Yah well there are customers that make up funny excuses and lies just to get what they want.
Like one actually removed the sewing of her entire skirt and told us the strings broke when she wash it....so we just smiled and sewed it back for her.
Another bought and tried her shirt and brought it back supposedly 3 days later saying that it's too short and she wants to buy something else instead claiming she's never worn it before. Which she has! Touching the shirt you can already tell she has and we could smell the detergent used on it!
Not complaining...not complaining...just it's not an easy job, you meet all sorts of people and see all sorts of things that you so rather not! And ninja's are so hard to serve. Language barrier and some are stuck up and they look down on us.
Then today we all saw something we rather not, but no one saw that much of it as I did.
Wanna know what it is? Come and ask me in person.

When life gives you lemons...demand for strawberries instead.
XOXO
J

I'm dead on Monday and I don't care

First of all if my honesty makes you hate me but saves the company some face. I can handle your bitchyness then.
Here's what happened, I'm damn right tired right now so I'll just make it short.
Malay customer came with his wife and kid in a stroller.
Three of them were at the counter and I went into take a drink.
Came out customer was walking out of the shop looking furious.
He said REALLY loud on the way out, "Langsung tak layan orang! Macam kita tak ada duit untuk bayar!" and three people at counter...didn't hear his out burst. I just came out heard it all and felt extremly embarass.
Told two of colleagues about it, one of them asked me to tell our supervisor since we're close with her and we didn't know it was such a big deal.
Supervisor told us it was and even asked me to write down what the customer said so I did, then she told the marketeer about it, she said it's best to let her know in case the customer filed a complain at their site then all the staff in our shop will be in deep shit.
Sis both of them were morning shift they had already gone home and one of them is working full day today.
She said she doesn't remember seeing any customer.
One of them who went home said he remembers seeing the customer but they never entered the shop, just stood outside.
The other that went home as well said she doen't recall.
And all three of them always bitch about the rest of us behind our backs.
The one that is working full shift even said I'm so dead on monday and laughed.

XOXO
J

WHAT A DAY!

Had two days off from work and I've been making Twilight wallpapers I've made 6 already lolx. And I've posted them all on deviantART and I'm so glad that Twilight fans love them!
Anyway...at work today well I'm tired so I'm not going to go into details about it, but I messed up on some stuff..my supervisor and some of them don't blame me for what happen they say it's normal but their mad at one of the full-timer for putting all the blame on me but I still feel pretty horrible about it.
Then coming home as usual...train was EXTREMELY late!
And had to squeeze in and some moron try to pick pocket me!
I felt that FAT INDIAN DUDES fingers wiggling in my freaking pocket I quickly turn and stared at him then got in the train....
My sis is right..I really do attract all kinds of trouble.
1st I got molested then my bag got snatch and today I was almost a victim of a pick pocket. That's why I hold my phone in my hand while on a crowded KTM...

XOXO
J

"Best Friends" at work.

First of all...I'm dead tired right now thankfully I got tomorrow and Wednessday off.
And college is starting on January 5th..so am actually hunting for freelance jobs now, since my current one is until end of this month.
And I only get my pay by end of December.
I've been there for half a month and already I've got tons of dirt on the company politics...juicy?
Maybe to some but a serious headache for me. Cause I rather have nothing to do with it but seems like I'm the new subject for a few of them to take interest in bugging the hell out of.
I then found out a lot of part timers quit because of "her", they all couldn't stand "her".
Oh, well...I'll live. Doesn't matter where I work in the future there's always going to be people like my new "best friends".

XOXO
J

You're Joking Right?

Went pasar malam with Adam and his friend Edward.
Yes, everytime I hear the name Edward I think of Edward Cullen from Twilight.
Adam and Edward are college mates and their so alike.
And it was funny watching them so desperately trying to make me laugh and failing.
Then Adam tells me yesterday that Edward told his college mates that I'm hot.
Ha-ha. That's so not true. Cause I'm not.
But err..thanks anyway.
Then at work cause I'm new and I'm really blur and kind of slow I tend to mess up a little and a colleague of mine seems to recently develop a grudge on me.
It's as if she purposely find faults in things I do...so OK..whatever then.
Then another colleague of mine also name Christine which is adorable and fun to talk to, tells me that cause I'm close to her and my supervisor that's why that colleague of mine doesn't like me; cause she doesn't like them.

XOXO
J

Falling Asleep

Just woke up....took 3 meds cause I'm still sick and it hasn't ware off yet.
Still feeling extremely sleepy.
And she's all psycho cause she's sick as well.
Tomorrow back to work.
Standing for 8 long hours cramping in the train and looking busy when there isn't any customers.
Back to reading Breaking Dawn.

XOXO
J

Work

Finally blogging about it if anyone cares at all.
Guess you guys won't be seeing me for the whole month;
Cause my off day is on a Wednesday and on weekends I'm usually having afternoon shift;
12-9pm or 11-8pm.
Expecting a call from Clara International by next week.
Dead tired right now.
I only get one hour break once a day I have to stand non-stop for 8hours.
And my immune system isn't very good so I fall sick easily.
I'm actually loosing my voice now.
Overall it's OK.
Just glad I got some income coming in.
Pretty much it for today.

*Screams* TWO MORE WEEKS TILL TWILIGHT PREMIER!!!
XOXO
J

Jobless

OK, got home from work...

One of the sales girl called which I assume that she's an assistant manager she called and told me that I didn't need to come back to work tomorrow.

That their management felt that I wasn't suitable for the job.

I've met the store manager he was really nice.

And OK, I'm still pretty shy it's only been my third day and I'm getting use to talking more with the customers.

And I'm sorry if I don't like the style of clothes in the shop which are somewhat a lil too over and a lil bit LALA!

And I'm sorry I don't dress LALA...and yes the girls have been pretty lala towards me right from the start.

Sis says that shallow people only employ shallow employees.

Haihz..whatever that means.

So yea, I need a new part time job that I can work and study at the same time.

Why does things like these keep happening to me?!

XOXO

J

So how is working life?

Simple, it takes time getting used to it.

Well I started work at Duet yesterday.

I work Monday-Thursday 10am-2pm and sometimes over time when there isn't enough people.

And I'm only working part time.

And yes it is tiring being a saler assitant. but at least it's a job.

And yes I have screwed up cause I wasn't instructed properly on what to do but today's only my second day.

And for some reson Google Cromp web brozer seems to not like facebook cause I have problems loading facebook on it.

And yes a lot of people have asked me if the clothes are nice at Duet.

All I say is yeah their not bad, their have cute shorts.

But honestly their not all my style, just certain ones.

I think everyone knows by now what kind of style I like lolx.

All I got to say is yeah, working life..it takes time getting used to it.

And I over slept today.

And I still haven't gotten my uniform yet so I'm wearing an old uniform of theirs that is 2 sizes too big for me.

Yes, I get that a lot.

Being forced to wear a top that's way too big for me.

And I'm going to sleep now.

XOXO

J